Recently i have become a hardcore internet addict for having nothing else to do. (Thats what i am saying.... ) But whenever i have been extremely busy i crib that i dont have time to read, to paint, and indulge myself in some other pleasures of life. And now that i have the time... i just go ahead and waste it on the internet and the new tech age idiot box.
Last weekend my internet died on me, and i felt that my life has come to a standstill, coz i wouldnt be able to get my net running till the next monday. So what would i do for three days??
Friday evening i spend with a friend i havent met in a long long time. My classmate from NIFT. It was a wonderful evening catching up on lost time. Sitting at a lounge in Vashi we spend time drinking and eating and laughing and being nostalgic and remembering the happy years of NIFT.
Most of Saturday and Sunday was spend watching movies with mom on TV. And one of these days when my parents were out for a while, i learnt what it feels like to be in your own company and laughing all by yourself on things that are funny. (I was watching "Chup Chup Ke" on Tv) I may have smiled to myself before or maybe even giggle by myself at something, but this time around i was a laughing riot. This is something i dont remember doing and it felt soo good. I felt soo happy from within :)
And last evening i did something that i havnt done in this entire monsoon season. I just sat there by the window and watched the rain. It was 5 in the evening when the sky started getting darker and darker and strong winds had started blowing. It felt like autumn when the dry leaves from the trees were breaking off their tethers and slowly floating towards the earth. The hot air left behind by the afternoon sun was rapidly replaced by a cool breeze. I opened all my windows to let some of it in. Then came the thundering and the lightning and although the streaks of lightning could not be seen from where i was seated, the clouds kept glowing up from time to time accompanied by the loud rumblings. Then came the sweet smell of earth as though the ground had been parched for years and was welcoming the rains. When the first drops fell i saw everyone trying to find some shelter, the dogs, the pigeons, the lone Bai on the road... and then rains came down as though there was no tomorrow.
How often do we miss the little things in life because we are so involved with the latest technology. I myself am one of those and i knew for sure that i wouldnt survive 3days without my internet, but i did and how :)
Annupama! What an awesome blog entry!! Firstly let me thank you for your excellent evocative description of RAIN! I thought I'd completely missed this Monsoon season, but reading your words, made me feel like I was there!!!
ReplyDeleteI did note though that you did not actually do any reading.. I recently got myself a nice bookcase,have quite a few books half finished. I am proud of the fact that I watch zero TV. But you made me realise where my time is wasted. Its with this new age Idiot box as you put it :)! Internet is the culprit. I have to cutdown my internet time if I want to go back to my books and guitar etc. Thanks for your awesome entry.. I loved reading it!!
Thanx Moiz you are my only true critic :)
ReplyDeleteOhh yeah and i totally forgot to mention here that i read chicken soup for the soul before going to bed :)
i totally agree...i recently decorated my balcony with plants and chimes etc...I love sitting there and doing abs nothing....ofcourse I could not do this in Texas Hot Summer..but now its totally worth it!!
ReplyDeleteMiss Mumbai and Tarang!!
@ Priyam
ReplyDeleteMiss u too babes... give my regards to Rajiv :)